Stepping it up

I have almost reached the 4 1/2 week mark of school and I have definitely realized that this year is a lot harder than last year. I really need to step it up if I am going to get my straight A's that I am hoping to get. English used to be an easy breeze for me, but now that I am in honors things have definitely gotten hard, seems like I actually have to try hard this year. AP World History has shown me the importance of studying and actually reading! If I don't read and take good notes on the chapter then my grade can seriously drop. The good thing is test make ups. Which I need to definitely work on! Chemistry has been a pain in the butt, not going to lie, it's definitely not being good to me. Math is real easy, maybe I will go into honors next year. I can't this year because my whole schedule would get all messed up, so I don't really want to risk it. French is definitely getting challenging even though Mme McMullin has been a lot chiller than she was last year. Theatre isn't very fun at the moment just because I don't like the monologues I am currently working on. I wish I had more time to actually find a legitimate monologue. Seminary is seminary, I am finally starting to warm up to my class even though some people do not know how to not be annoying as crap. Oh and lunch is pretty good, I like the people me, Jenna and Kayla hang out with everyday. I do wish that Gunnar and that little group still had my lunch because I miss those boys. This week at school is going to be pretty hectic. I've got a hard english vocabulary quiz, and a french quiz tomorrow. Another vocabulary quiz for english on Thursday and a packet it due. Homework is not fun. Not at all.
With my mother entering into her last 4 weeks of her pregnancy, I can only really describe her in one word: Bipolar. Emotions running around up the walls! One minute she is my best friend and the next I get in trouble for not having my earring on right. I guess that's the price you pay for having a pregnant mother. But wait it's not MY fault she's pregnant, so I shouldn't have to pay a price ha ha. 
I really want to get out of Arizona for a while. I want to go with a few friends and just get out for a weekend. I seriously just need a break from reality for a little while. I want to do something that I am going to remember in 50 years and smile about it. I wish I was about 1 year older so I could get my license in like two months. Everyone tells me I should be happy I am so young but right now my cons are stacking up higher than my pros. 
I want to hang out with new people, new exciting people that know how to have fun (my kind of fun). I wish there were cool people in my neighborhood who aren't all druggies, that would be nice. 
Current annoyance: Freshman & JV football players. They are so freaking cocky I cannot stand it. I want to shoot them all every single time I see them.