Let's just get this clear.

Okay so about 99% of the population (exaggeration, duh) knows that I DO NOT LIKE (like) PEOPLE THAT OFTEN. Yeah and they wonder why. Well here is how it goes... I don't like opening up to guys, it takes A LOT. And normally when I open up to the them it generally means I like them. But every single time I open up, this great spark lasts for a couple weeks and then suddenly its dead and I end up being second best and the guy RANDOMLY has this other girl in his life that he chooses in the end. This has happened more than once. And you wonder why I do not like to like people that often...